dollhouse 22.47
july 18, 2012
i had a dream...
and my dream is of YOU
holding me tightly,
kissing me lightly...
i wake up, your not here...
i feel a tide of emotion...
but i find comfort knowing ,
this is not a sad emotion,
it is a loving and positive thing to feel.. xxxx
been too busy trying to fit in
trying to sort out things all at the same time and most of all
making sure that we are happy xxxx
my dollhouse.little by little
my Darling is making things possible...
now getting ready whe the other room is ready...
His dream of having french doors going oout to a garden,is finally coming to an end...
because one day it will happen...
not too soon but surely it will...
a garden would be woken up filled with love...
a knot garden to show my love for him...
with hopefully,cherry blossom and mock orange to fill it with fragrance and colour :)
the garden room will be amazing,with the same antique furniture that i always wanted xxxx
today it was raining,
but i forced myself to plant our hydrangea that needs a lot of attention at the backgarden
looking out of our future room...
thinking of taking piano lessons again after a hundred years not having it...
having nightmares the last time i had a tutor at home ,
i got to Yamaha to d my usual lessons...
except he wasnt there...
only to be told that he was killed :(
and i never took any lessons again...
but in this room there is a piano,old old one,
reminded me of music of life of getting ovver things of past...
my dancing my art,my painting my sketching
most of all ...
my Darling who loves me...xxx
fit in for all the right reasons i tell myself...
only the things that wont hurt anyone and that will make us happy...
hard times are always here...
but who doesnt have them,
most are more unfortunate than me...
i am loved by the Man i love :)
in my heart i hope i make Him happy...
give Him as much as He hs given me :)
one year is near..i cant believe how time has gone quick!
love really changes a lot of things,people,situations...
perceptions...
it is really a wonderful world :)))
